Dark Night of the Soul

Maybe what you are experiencing is nothing like you have ever known or felt or had to be face to face with before. Maybe what you are going through feels like hopelessness and despair. Maybe you can call it something like the death of an old self and the birth of a true self. Suddenly everything you thought you believed in, all that you thought you were, you do not recognize yourself in.

There is no real constructed map in this path of the journey back to oneself.
There is only your body, your own inner light, and the flaring luminescence of your soul to guide your way. Only you know what feels right to you and what does not. You are at this point in your life and that is okay; and maybe it does not feel okay, but that is okay too.

Shamanic assistance, inner work, shadow work, inner-child work can be your greatest allies in this experience. Oftentimes in this dark night of the soul, you will discover that there is nobody really that can save you, but yourself. We will help you, support you, guide you, but you will be the one navigating through your rebirth. Maybe this is beneficial because you have this vision of your own, and that is your potential, your purpose. It is unique, it is so precious, and the world may need it.

So maybe you are in the dark so that you can understand what light is. Maybe you feel disconnected so you know what connection really is. Maybe you feel loss because you were once no where near who you are meant to be; who you really are. And there is nothing wrong with any of that. Your worth does not change or fluctuate as you live your own experience of life. You are always worthy wether or not you are in the middle of a catalyst for change.

There is nothing wrong with having to get back home to yourself at any moment.

You will always be able to find a home within yourself.

But maybe this is your time now, your new beginning, your rebirth.